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Most Disturbing Moments From Bikram Choudhury’s ‘Real Sports’ Interview Addressing Rape Accusations

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If you caught the Bikram Choudhury segment on last Tuesday night’s Real Sports with Bryant Gumbel, we’re very sorry. Because perhaps you went through the same roller coaster of emotions we did sitting through the 20 minutes that felt more like a year, stuck in 105 degree heat, with no water and no exit. Real Sports Correspondent Andrea Kremer set out to India to interview Choudhury, and in the process gave us a peek into his infamous yoga teacher training, which is, yes, everything you’ve ever heard it to be: grueling, strenuous, exhausting, degrading, staggeringly expensive (it’s $12,000). Tales of sleep deprivation, shouting, name-calling, ridicule over weight, size or ability, and encouraged guru adolation all check out. How could this man sustain such methods? How can people still fawn over him and be drawn to his violent language and teaching style? We still wonder.

But this isn’t news. Interspersed with a brief insider’s look into Bikram Yoga trainings, we also got to hear from three women—Sarah Baughn, Jill Lawler, and Maggie Genthner—all of whom have filed lawsuits against the wealthy yoga giant for sexual harassment and rape. (There have been six separate suits filed so far.) Each of these women share their stories of how the yoga practice had a transformative impact on their lives, how they were drawn to teach it, and how it all went sharply downhill once they were recruited for Choudhury’s personal pleasure. Each of their stories is gut-wrenching and deeply disturbing. If you’ve already read some of the lawsuits filed against Choudhury over the past few years, you might have been less shocked by the interviews. But hearing these women speak, seeing them share their painful stories through tears and explain the spiraling effect each of their experiences had on their lives since, struck us on another level of sad, sickening and viscerally infuriating.

Add Choudhury’s vehement denial and crude response and matters turn even more stomach-churning. Put it this way, if you had your thoughts about Bikram, the person, and they are unfavorable, this interview did not nothing to improve them. In fact, you may have ended up feeling even worse. In short, Bikram Choudhury’s way of speaking is like Donald Trump’s “locker room talk” if the locker room was the yoga studio, or…everywhere else, and it was packed with even more unhinged hyperbole and vulgarity.

Choudhury has not yet been convicted of any of these charges yet (one trial is set for January), but whether he is or not, his language speaks for itself, and what we hear is rape culture and abuse of power exist everywhere and are alive and well in yoga.

Here are some of the most disturbing quotes from the Real Sports interview:

On Bikram Yoga and Choudhury’s methods:

Bikram Choudhury: “This yoga worse than cocaine. Because you can get rid of cocaine, but once you used to this yoga, you can’t stop. Because nothing in this world makes you feel better than this yoga.”

Bikram Choudhury: “I try to kill them. They don’t die. I own– I torture them.”
HBO’s Andrea Kremer:  “And you have to do that? You have to torture them?”
Bikram Choudhury: “I love it.”

Andrea Kremer:  “What are some of the rules that you have?”
Bikram Choudhury: “Number one: You have to forget who you are.”
Andrea Kremer:  “You’ve even said something along the lines of, ‘I implant my mind in your brain.’”
Bikram Choudhury: “Yes. My way or highway. You don’t like it? Get the fuck out of here.”

Andrea Kremer:  “You can be pretty harsh. You never have any regrets about any of the things that you say?”
Bikram Choudhury: “Of course not. Why should I? I have to yell, scream, shout. ‘You fat ass. What the fuck’s wrong with you? What’s wrong with you? You don’t listen to me. You dumb– you dumb fuck.’ Because she doesn’t listen.”

On Bikram Yoga’s near-miraculous powers:

Bikram Choudhury: “I cure Parkinson’s disease, AIDS, cancer. Doctor knows very little about human body.”
Andrea Kremer:  “You know more than doctors?”
Bikram Choudhury: “Million times, billion times. I teach doctors. I don’t go to doctors. Every doctor in the world, they come to me.”

Alleged rape victims speak:

Jill Lawler: “I felt so disgusting, but I just did what he told me to do, which was basically, like, manually jerk him off.  I hated doing it.  But I felt like I owed him, you know? I felt like I owed him for, like, my life.”

Jill Lawler: “He hurt me, he assaulted me.”
Andrea Kremer:  “Bikram forced you to have sex?”
Jill Lawler: “Yeah.”
Andrea Kremer:  “What do you think made you vulnerable to him?”
Jill Lawler: “Like, he was my guru. He wa– I can’t even explain. Like, I really, really loved him. You know? I really, really did.”

Maggie Genthner: “He pulled me on the bed.  I’m, like, screaming like, ‘No. Stop.  Don’t do this.  Please don’t do this.’  And he starts calling me an idiot, just over and over again. And then he penetrates me and I scream, ‘You’re hurting me.  You’re hurting me.’  I screamed it. And he replies, ‘It’s supposed to hurt.’ All of a sudden, like, the veil lifts, the veil of who I think this person is.”

Sarah Baughn: “I wanted to kill myself. I tried several times to kill myself.”

Sarah Baughn:  “He was in charge of all of these people, all of whom just sat and listened and laughed and applauded and regarded him as yoga god. People stand up for this person really no matter what.”

You can watch the trailer for an idea of Bikram’s denial and defensive response. In summary, he called his accusers liars and “trash” and proceeded to have an expletive-laden meltdown, ending the interview early.

Until now, we’ve only had CNN’s interview from 2015 where Choudhury said he felt “sorry” for his accusers. (There was also ABC Nightline from 2013 where he was questioned about calling students bitches and whores.) We’re glad there is at least some media coverage of this deeply disturbing and ongoing situation, because it’s all too easy to sweep it under the musty sweat-soaked rug. For these women who claim they were raped, and for the women who remain vulnerable to such attacks, that is unacceptable.

We invite you to have an open and respectful dialogue in the comments.

Real Sports with Bryant Gumbel (episode 235) is now available for streaming on HBO Now and HBO Go.

Here are the bonus clips. Lowlights: Bikram says at one point he was the richest human being in the world, of all time. He says his guru buried him 10 feet underground for 7 days…hundreds of times. The three women struggle to practice yoga at all now without getting upset or feeling sick. Bikram is seen as a sexual predator and criminal charges are looming for the rape suits, though we don’t yet know if that will ever happen.



49 comments… add one
  • What can be said? This is not the path of yoga that I know. This man is a wealthy predator. He knows how to use the media to his advantage. My heart breaks for those who have subjected themselves to him and his abuse. I hope they find their way.

    • Jen

      “those who have subjected themselves to him and his abuse” This is victim blaming. Subtle, but it’s there. Just important to be aware of. Here’s an alternative that places the blame squarely and solely on the person who committed the crimes:

      My heart breaks for those that have been subjected to the abuse of this predator.

      Thank you.

      • kalibhakta

        “This is victim blaming. Subtle, but it’s there. Just important to be aware of. ” Just reading that was annoying. I feel sorry for the people who have to deal with you in real life.

        • SocialJusticeVegan

          Hey kalibhakta, you are no Hindu, nor Bhakta, nor sadhak. You are a fool.
          You are a fool to say that victim blaming did not occur.
          We must be more aware of JUSTICE and AHIMSA and not blame victims of sexual asssault and rape.
          You talk of annoyance, but really I think you are a stereotypical conservative asswipe who doesn’t take women’s rights seriously. I doubt you would say such a hateful, ignorant, vile, misogynist and violent thing in “real life”.
          Lastly, HOW DARE YOU call yourself a kalibhakta. HOW DARE YOU.

          • Alyssa

            Just reading the article and seeing what his responses were is enough to make one puke. If its not, something is wrong with you. He is obviously completely controlled by evil and ego. Gross. My heart goes to all the victims.

  • Jennifer

    All things have a shadow side. This man is indeed the very real shadow side of yoga. It just makes me sad that this is what so many people think of as “yoga”, when nothing could be further from the truth.

    • Samantha

      It is yoga, it has transformed and healed the lives of many. Yoga is yoga. It’s about the methods not the man.

  • Northern Harrier

    I think the best thing each of us can do right now is contact local Bikram studios and ask them to drop the name. Print articles, send links, provide encouraging words of support to his students who are afraid to fly without the branding. There is an incredible financial burden to rebrand and go it alone. But I think now more than ever before, many Bikram studio owners are on the precipice of finally realizing you cannot separate the man from the method and still walk in integrity.

    • Jill

      I am so with you on that. I posted the interview and got some dense feedback from Bikram trained teachers and studio owners informing me they do not and never have paid a penny to him for their studio. Interesting as typically to keep a name, that is what is traditionally done. If that is the case, and his name is associated with so much negativity, I can’t see a good reason to keep the name. I wish they would…change to it the Hot 26 even. SMH

    • Sarah Good

      It’s Hatha style yoga. That’s what it is. Period. Bikram didn’t do a damn thing except fraud people and “teach” them how to be annoying as hell while they lead this practice. Ugh.

  • Yes, this is the part of the bikram yoga i hate… I like practicing but all THIS is just too much. I believe other hot yogas would at least ease my mind as I wouldn’t be sponsoring this guy

  • I also read such news. Not sure what the truth behind this.

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  • Valerie

    Bikram chodhury sexual violated, raped, and ultimately dehumanized me several years ago when i attended his teacher training course in los angeles.

    He would make me go into down dog and cup my vagina with his withered fingers. I could feel his nose gently caressing the back of my neck as he whispered instructions into my ear, his soft breath tickling my skin. “Thats it, you little slut, now arc your back and give daddy a perfect pose”. His voice oozing with pent up sexual frustration and misogyny; each of the words tumbled from his cracked lips like little rapists themselves, smugly violating me one by one before evaporating into thin air like beads of sweat on my skin..

    • Big Om Daddy

      Donald is that you? You realize there is no down dog in the Bikram series of postures. #fakenews

      • Molly

        This is the best comment I think I’ve ever read. I cackled out loud like a witch. Thank you.

    • Chris

      Valerie did you do the drugs in the morning or did you just before class? There isn’t down dog in his series. By the way does anyone want to buy a bridge?

  • Chris P

    He is a disgrace to the term “guru,” which means light and darkness. He is all darkness.

  • renee

    He sounds like the Donald Trump of yoga! And that being the case, even though I did practice Bikram yoga for 15 years, I think it’s best not further his agenda. I wish that the franchises would stop using his name.

  • JohnD

    The first girl in the video, I’v been watching her face several times. She is for some reason lying, correct?

    • Sandra

      My instinct also told me she was lying, she just doesn’t seem genuine. It also seemed like the interviewer was leading on the woman with the bangs to say what she had been rehearsed to say… very weird.

  • I watched it when it was aired. Along with the overwhelming majority, it sickened me. It also provoked the very strong ‘we have to do something’ muscle. And by sharing this story, you’ve exposed the terrifying lunacy and toxic contribution he brings to a much larger audience. Praying he has very real consequences, and his followers find their way away from his teachings.

  • Things were not wrong, sometimes people were wrong.
    Yoga is so pure, divine, strong and effective way to provide a n number of benefits.

    So we should have complete information before joining, any gurus or teacher, like we do before taking any job, or while taking admission in college.
    Keep posting such blog, it spreads awareness, so we can beware in future.

  • Danny

    This article looks like a church sponsored article. Seriously. .

  • Yoga is as pure as God

  • Sarah Good

    These 26 poses have nothing to do with Bikram Choudhury, they are Hatha yoga poses that have been around for years and years. Bikram Choudhury is a fraud, and his teaching methods are annoying. Good riddance to him! Long live the practice he tried to hi-jack.

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  • I feel for the people affected

  • Yoga is really helpful to me for overcoming stress, anxiety, and yoga also helps to let me bring more energy for a day.
    Thanx for this post keep it up.

  • Yoga is really helpful to me for overcoming stress, anxiety, and yoga is to let me bring more energy for a day.

    Really good post.

  • This is an unfortunate thing to read how can a sports person think of it.

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